Of course, I cried. After I read all the mails that sent by a guy to a half-existence couple's mail. now officially vanished.
I cried is not because of I still not sure or not that I am love him seriously now,
I cried is not because that was not his fault,
I cried is not because I am not regret.
I cried is because of I realised it's probably much too late,
I cried is because of it will never be the same again,
I cried is because of I hurted someone else deeply.
I know it will never get back again,
I know I will never allow to have the chance again,
I know I shouldn't invited the guy to the movie,
Then everything will never be happen like today.
I hurted too many people, including this guy,
Crush on a person is doesn't mean is love.
No matter how hard it was, I just don't know how to enjoy to be in love.
From now on, I will be learn to how to stay strong, without you. And same to you., stay strong without me.
I will be a hardworking girl.
achieve the life career in my life.
Thanks for gave me such a special, loving memory.
Although I was trying to make u to leave me last time.
Yet, still separated.
The AnM, maybe is no longer to be exist.
Though you had mentioned don't find your Sunway, ACS, and HICT friends. (now I only know that HICT friends are belonging to you ONLY, it's not from me and you)
they aren't my friends, I will make the touch to the least.
these two songs are keep running on my head,
Just give me a reason by Pink
Which I can read someone's .
Bruno Mars sang When I was Your Man, it so totally .true.
Yesterday was the last day, and he claimed I crush on someone else.
I guess I have no necessary to explain.
Because, is the end.
I'm not sure this could be the last post for this blog or not,
But this is what I thought today, and share it here.
If there has a chance, maybe I will pay a visit and share more stories.
Claimed from that crush statement, if it is really happen, it is still hard for me to face a guy which I face him as brother for 6 years. Lol.
Better don't love me, I still dunno how to love.
