Insomnia night.
To sorry to say that I have fail my resit examination.
Suppose to meet my Foundation college friend due to time is not really well for me and I rejected it dunno for how many times.
Guilty to the max.
How am I judge to my life? I'm lost.
Good Night.
and Good to visit you again, April Autumn.
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Saturday, March 23, 2013
The real last day that never get in touch with u
Of course, I cried. After I read all the mails that sent by a guy to a half-existence couple's mail. now officially vanished.
I cried is not because of I still not sure or not that I am love him seriously now,
I cried is not because that was not his fault,
I cried is not because I am not regret.
I cried is because of I realised it's probably much too late,
I cried is because of it will never be the same again,
I cried is because of I hurted someone else deeply.
I know it will never get back again,
I know I will never allow to have the chance again,
I know I shouldn't invited the guy to the movie,
Then everything will never be happen like today.
I hurted too many people, including this guy,
Crush on a person is doesn't mean is love.
No matter how hard it was, I just don't know how to enjoy to be in love.
From now on, I will be learn to how to stay strong, without you. And same to you., stay strong without me.
I will be a hardworking girl.
achieve the life career in my life.
Thanks for gave me such a special, loving memory.
Although I was trying to make u to leave me last time.
Yet, still separated.
The AnM, maybe is no longer to be exist.
Though you had mentioned don't find your Sunway, ACS, and HICT friends. (now I only know that HICT friends are belonging to you ONLY, it's not from me and you)
they aren't my friends, I will make the touch to the least.
these two songs are keep running on my head,
Just give me a reason by Pink
Which I can read someone's .
Bruno Mars sang When I was Your Man, it so totally .true.
Yesterday was the last day, and he claimed I crush on someone else.
I guess I have no necessary to explain.
Because, is the end.
I'm not sure this could be the last post for this blog or not,
But this is what I thought today, and share it here.
If there has a chance, maybe I will pay a visit and share more stories.
Claimed from that crush statement, if it is really happen, it is still hard for me to face a guy which I face him as brother for 6 years. Lol.
Better don't love me, I still dunno how to love.
I cried is not because of I still not sure or not that I am love him seriously now,
I cried is not because that was not his fault,
I cried is not because I am not regret.
I cried is because of I realised it's probably much too late,
I cried is because of it will never be the same again,
I cried is because of I hurted someone else deeply.
I know it will never get back again,
I know I will never allow to have the chance again,
I know I shouldn't invited the guy to the movie,
Then everything will never be happen like today.
I hurted too many people, including this guy,
Crush on a person is doesn't mean is love.
No matter how hard it was, I just don't know how to enjoy to be in love.
From now on, I will be learn to how to stay strong, without you. And same to you., stay strong without me.
I will be a hardworking girl.
achieve the life career in my life.
Thanks for gave me such a special, loving memory.
Although I was trying to make u to leave me last time.
Yet, still separated.
The AnM, maybe is no longer to be exist.
Though you had mentioned don't find your Sunway, ACS, and HICT friends. (now I only know that HICT friends are belonging to you ONLY, it's not from me and you)
they aren't my friends, I will make the touch to the least.
these two songs are keep running on my head,
Just give me a reason by Pink
Which I can read someone's .
Bruno Mars sang When I was Your Man, it so totally .true.
Yesterday was the last day, and he claimed I crush on someone else.
I guess I have no necessary to explain.
Because, is the end.
I'm not sure this could be the last post for this blog or not,
But this is what I thought today, and share it here.
If there has a chance, maybe I will pay a visit and share more stories.
Claimed from that crush statement, if it is really happen, it is still hard for me to face a guy which I face him as brother for 6 years. Lol.
Better don't love me, I still dunno how to love.
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